The Chost (en.)

In vain….dead dear flame…or not? (en.)

Je  prefere cet belle maison (fr.)

I do prefer the gothic palace (en.)

Warum kommuniziehen wir nicht mehr ? (ger.)

Why don't we anymore communicate? (en.)

 

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The ghost (en.)

 

The good life’s forever lost

Won’t reach aim I nevermore,

Breathe fresh air while frosts,

Only felt I poisoned smoke…

Will I never fly above

Left behind no love…

Is my soul cheaply sold?

For a couple silver coins...

I’m alone. Only one

Soon I will turn into rust

Maybe lived I just for fun?

The spring of my life’s away

Within thunderstorm today

Hear the thunder in the grave!

As if nature’s farewell…

 

Silence comes  just after that

Lie in coffin. No regrets

Buried was near the slums

Won’t be able more to run

Won’t be able more to jump

Memorizing dreadful past

 Soon will turn I into rust…

It will be here very fast 

Not for me the second chance…

 

But somebody for me knocks 

As if hear  I falling rocks

Feeling awful power source

What see close I? The ghost?

Digging up my spirit ghost                                                     

Giving me the peaceful force!

Leave I coffin for the more…

Here my grief has the sea shore

Crossing I the dead men’s line

On the ground I am now

They do peacefully stay laying

But to me they’re no more lying 

It’s becoming  a good sign…

 

Memorizing I the past

All the false friends and the lies

I am for them passer-by

Ghost makes them in coffin lie

 

Couldn’t clearly imagine

Huge amount of invasion

Into the depths of my heart

Was astonishingly bright

Couldn’t clearly imagine

Huge amount of invasion

Into the depths of the rush

Rudiments of my new life…

                                 

The ghost stands and looks at me

Realize – death is foreseen

He looks ugly– it may be

For you he must ugly seem

Many hands he has right now

Many paws he has to frighten!

He looks like mutated mouse

Indescribable for crowd!    

All is needed in it’s time

Death is bliss for me right now

Move above I…Ghost tells how!

 

On the ground got fresh and stout

Stay the corpses low lying

No reason for them smiling

They below feel only frightened

Down in the cold right now

Maybe in the coffin crying

For their forsaken past

For their abandoned chance

For not being so fast

For the broken faithful trust

 Or they may be silent lying

 The  ghost tells me: never mind…

And remain fresh and stout 

 

Ghost will help me – it  I know

In no time. Hear his growl

“Have achieved you world of yours

So accept now your new form!

And take off the uniform

Death’s beginning for your roam”

 

Watching  I – just can’t imagine

There’s dear gothic castle

It will be our protection

From the enemies, from liars 

From the pain and starvation

And from gravy suffocation

 

Gothic castle for us grows

Near cemetery of ghosts!

It was built from dead men’ bones!

And from other hellish stones!..

You should now take a look

To get all the needed proofs

Hellish daemons fly to you

You will meet them very soon!

And the moon will laugh in doom! 

 

The full moon gives light so brightly

Shines though bare branches nightly

Introduced you were by moon

You will be with it so soon

You see moon and your past way

The reward of yours today…

Here is it! You see? Just take!

Should forever here stay! 

Now will be pleasant days!

 

Other Gods are building castle

I can here feel my leisure

And can see a lot of treasures! 

In big castle with no measures…

At my home, built by ghosts 

By four-hanged monster ghosts!

Many mouths do they have                                       

Many bites able to make!

With the bas-reliefs to pray!

In the bas-reliefs to stay!

Which enlightened are today

By the thunderstorm and rain!

Monumental stairs above

Feel I to the castle love

Columns strongly now call

Can’t resist this awful call!

 

And the living bas-relief

Of the castle to be seen!

But I’m ready for the more

Gothic house’s full of roast

Bas-reliefs feel no frost

It’s my shelter  as the ghost’s…

Angels will be here lost!

Daemons will come here  and ghosts!

 

Must be  happy living there

Dreadful spires from nightmares

Under wind and bare trees

Lightings are above to see

Though bare branches of the trees

See them though the gothic wind!

Semicircular is wind

I can feel from it fresh wind

That on me right now winds!

And I see the bas-relief!

Talk I can to bas-relief!

We’re together with the mist

Which sends us the pleasant risk

Here creating the full moon

And the essence of the doom!   

 

I will have the pleasant room

And ghost will live in doom

It will the be just very soon

You  should  now take a look 

The good servant candles brings

To enlighten bas-reliefs!..

Ghost is needed for assist!

Bas-reliefs put into life

Now I see the dear light

From the snake and from the moon

And from gothic castle’s doom! 

We should see them, we should see

And the pictures on the walls

Of my room and of the ghost’s!

From them now I’m looking in

To bare branches, moon and mist!

And the bas-reliefs revives!

To the big ball moon me calls!

Where  there are so many ghosts!

 

Also Odin want to see

From the up of Yggdrasil

In the bas-relief he lived

Angels will right now flee

From Valhalla he arrives

The Ragnarök will soon come

We will fight for sake of gods

Here starting dear fight

The new moon gave us support

The old one dies with the world

Will go well this pleasant fight 

From Valhalla came the gods

Let the fight  here just begin

From Álfheimr feel support

We will enemies defeat

Yggdrasil a little shook

All the padlock’s  now locked

 

 

After fight we’ll have a ball

Odin will be there – know?

Freyia, Freyr let passion flow

Ball is held in gothic hall

Guests’re waiting for the ball

All the tickets there sold 

The female ghost I meet

We will dance now in the wind

We will have our own pride 

The female ghost me loves

We’ll be striving for the love

Will be passionate the strives...

I became very rich

‘cause the loved one I can reach

 

Near will be the old forest

For our going for a walking

After ball we can’t be modest 

Frank  ideas are embodied

Of the awful, ghostly souls

Angels will be here frightened  

But right how we’re delighted

Our love here shines brightly

Our love will flourish nightly

 

 

We’ll be walking in the forest

Near streaming of the modest

Bare trees make dreadful  sounds

Very dangerous for crowd!

But for us it is a pleasure

And we here have a leisure!

 

Yes. right now I can boast

I became the other ghost 

Couldn’t clearly imagine

Huge amount of invasion

Into the depths of my heart

It was very, very bright

Couldn’t clearly imagine

Huge amount of invasion

Into the depths of the rush…

Rudiments of my new life…

 

In vain….dead dear flame…or not?

 

Devoted to Ariel

 

I don’t want to live life this

But who me asks in dear mist

But who here cares about me

Just nobody – it’s my belief

Just nobody– obliged to see

Just nobody – I have to speak

Just nobody– without risk

Just nobody – I say to you

Just nobody – it really is? 

My death will come. Extremely soon

My death will come. Like did bright moon

The flame is burning…but what for?

Here’s nobody any more

 

While staying near bas-relief

And  seeing awful dear moon

I realized while brightest  bleak

My life was here a mistake

Constructed just for fun by it…

The moon is here full, you see?

 

The sky will never   me forgive

And the life said that I was wrong

Pointing it with blackened doom

I looked at it. The nature’s song

Reflection of the moon by spires

It so brightly now shines

Becoming clear –stupid was

When thought that world is mine. I’m lost

Both when it’s hot or when it’s  frost  

I’m wandering as living ghost

Who is not  eager for the most…

 

I don’t want to live life this

But the new moon won’t me forgive

My  passion, nuisance and regrets

Both strivings and the awful fails…

All my big dreams  by fate’s commands

Have flied away. Here nothing stays

In vain all these was, in vain

I feel as if I lay in grave…

The heaven lied to me for sake

Not having hopes aeon’s decades…

 

Forget I all about flames

They are still burning, but in vain

The fires have here lost of theirs

Giving me lots of the lost pain...

In vain all these was, in vain...

 

I’m lost in this horrific world

Of both my dreams and of big roads

But I am now forgetting them

On them was pleasant, gorgeous race... 

 

Like cat laid on  another’s  grave

It  felt  beneath there’s also  cat

And wanted it nearby  to lay

But it is dead,  completely dead

The prays in vain were, in vain

And I forget  about flame

Like cats forget about theirs

 

It should just fall – banal  things’ saint…  

The crucifix is here saint

When put is in the pleasant grave

Is waken up emotions major

In vain all there was, in vain!

And feeling now only pain

Wanted  reality be breaking

For me the grave is sanctuary

Forget I all about flame…

About dear, burning flame…

In vain all there was?  In vain?

 

My main  feelings I express

The whole  essence down stays

But body’s up. It’s a mistake

It should just also down stay

In vain all life was, in vain?

But is still burning dear flame…

 

I am alone nowadays

Will be alone till the end

Confirm that no one with me stays

By crying to the emptiness 

But only silence answers back

‘Cause there is here no one else

Right on the ground shouldn’t stay…

Too early happened all events...

But I was always, always late…

The flame’s still burning under grave

But I think it is just mistake

 

I don’t want to live life this

But the new moon won’t me forgive

Ahead is nothing new to see

Besides the spires of the graves

That look like buildings’…not the same

 

Also  see moon. It is my fate…

Thought which here shines the moon raised

And it made me right now confess

Completely’s over dear race

For pleasant right to walk   in space 

And to leave after dear trace

Deep grave right  now with  me stays

I’ve made so plenty of mistakes…

The flame’s burning. Here in vain? 

I’m not the saint, not the saint… 

 

But hear the voice I from La Paz

Of dear friend’s gorgeous support

The name’ breathtaking – Ariel

She can me rescue from the pain

I’m not  afraid no more and lost

No more I’m looking as a ghost

 

Being digged out from the grave

In which got so used to stay

I understand from now on

Together we will overcome

The troubles, sent by dreadful life, 

And the  mistakes from evil side

Forever watch the gorgeous sight

We will go into pleasant fight 

The forest, cats are left to cry

There’re not with us. Maybe they’ll die

 

I now don’t care about it

Looking at star. You showed its bleak

The rescue star which will us  lead… 

The rescue star which will forgive

The rescue forward me leads

And you  enlightened it! You did!

The future there will be pleasant

And also good is here present!

 

I know you are far away

But the night sky’s above the same!

And over the horizon see

Beyond the deep lakes and cold  seas

The new  perspectives of the  lives

The new perspectives of the mind

I view them…and we can reach them

Please, never ever me betray!

 

I realized that not in vain

Inside is burning dear flame!

It has us glory given, fame!

Despite of dreadful heavy rain

The flows of water it created

We’ll overcome them. Soon or later

And we will send them to the never 

The trees’ crones hide us from the rain…

Here we experience no more pain…

Together, dear Ariel!

I understood it just today!

 

Je  prefere cet belle maison (fr.)

 

J’ai  prefere cet belle maison

Et je me rends devant cette tour

L’ automne est merveilleux saison

Pour moi c’est vrai. Tres bonne est mur

N'est pas pour moi la douche dorée

Je veux lutter ! rester libre...

Pourquoi la-bas ne connaissent pas

Qu’est le bonheur pour  moi ?

Feuilles tombent - vois deja

Je peux mourir ici comme ca

Pourquoi suis-je ici tres grave ?

 

Aupres chateau les vies sont toutes

Devant la fin de mes mal routes

C’est là que sont  finie les routes

En cet trop merveilleux saison ?

Ma vie etait tres bonne chanson

Admirable est décadence chemin...  

Et je demande comme un fantôme

J'ai rencontré les pierres couchées

Qui sont tout mes désirs perdus

De toute ma vie, c'était chaos…

Moi chemin il est, moi…

Mais  pour moi  juste nulle trahison

Maintenant  cette phrase a grand raison

Seulement veux  faire la bal gothique

Pour moi cette fête est tres mystique

Volent la-bas phantoms déja

Et ils dansent pour premier fois!.

 

 

 

I do prefer the gothic palace (en.)

 

I do prefer the Gothic palace

I bow down to this tower  

The season good are here for racing

But not for me is golden shower

Of the good luck. It’s not for me  

I wanna struggling, being free

Why everybody doesn’t see

What is the happiness for me?

The leaves are flying down low  

Have died I for you. Is it so?

Why do breathe here? Silence growls!

 

Near the building life is over

So my route is. It was low?

The finish of the life is so?

But wondering like sacred ghost  

I found near lying stones

Which symbolize the lost desires    

Of all my life, that was in chaos…  

The seasons here are bad for racing...

This is worst  season that I’m facing!

Experiencing only failures…

Here’re too huge ones – I accept

The life’s song’s finished - understand  

Have died but have no regrets…

This castle’s here so pretty stood

The Gothic ball rose up my mood

The ghosts have gathered! Dance with them!

Until the ball is gonna end!

 

Warum kommuniziehen wir nicht mehr ? (ger.)

 

 

Warum kommuniziehen wir nicht mehr ?  

Das ist so leicht zu verstehen und schwer

Du konntest mich nicht mehr dann verstehen

Und meine Seele ist schnell gefroren

Ich fuhle mich  jetzt mehr bequemer

Dann lebten wir verschiedene Leben

Du solltest mich schnell zu vergessen...

Warum kommuniziehen wir nicht mehr ?  

Das ist so leicht zu verstehen und schwer...

 

Why don't we anymore communicate? (en.)

 

 

Why don't we anymore communicate?

This is so easy (or not) to understand…

You didn’t want me to get closer

Wanted you feel my soul just frozen  

And we broke up. Here  I don't feel lonely

Those times  we lived different lives

You should forget me. The fact realize…

Why don't we anymore communicate?

This is so easy (or not) to understand…